before i go to bed last night, i reminded myself to pray.
i prayed for my dad, my grandparents, my mom, my sister, all of my family. i also prayed for ari. i prayed that ari, along with my other family who hasn't known and accepted Jesus as their savior, will eventually know Him, love Him, acknowledge Him as the only savior and God. Prayed that my loved ones will have the same happiness and assurance just like me. So they would be one with me in Christ. nothing more, nothing less.

i haven't done this kind of prayers for a long time. i guess i was just saying it, and weren't prepared for the battle. so the devil had me.

this morning, just as i woke up. i went upstairs to fetch my sis' clothes. before that, i was feeling nauseous, but i disregard it. it happened a lot to me. but when i held my head up to take the clothes, i blanked, and stumbled downstairs. as the minute i touch the first step, i know i was falling.

i cried for mom, and she got me in her hands, shaking, crying, all at the same time. it was too much for me. i can never see my mom like that. so the minute i realized she was sad and frightened of my well being, i rub her back and hush her. told her that i'm fine.

when she carried me all the way to her room. i understand why it happened. i know and in full aware that nothing has happened to me. no broken bones, no bad bleeding, just bruises and scratches. the angels of God cover for me, or else i would've been really crushed. the stairs was made of wood and it's almost 2,5 m high. it was so steep.

when i go into prayer warfare that night, i didn't realize to cover for my own self. i cover everybody else, but me. the devil knows what i'm up to. and he was furious. he knows the word of God will prevail and never leave me, so the only thing he could do, is made me sick. so i would curse my God in some way. but thank God, i didn't. i was laughing and saying thanks to His protection over me. it was a miracle. i know it in my knower.

on my way to the hospital, all i can think of is how great He's protection over me. i know that no weapon formed against me shall prosper. i prayed psalm 23 along the way. 'till we get to the ct scan.

Thank God nothing is wrong with my head. no internal bleeding. everybody was surprised, since they aware of the danger of the stairs. but my God, my Jesus loves me way too far to let anything happened to me. i feel blessed. i am blessed. :)

if only ari understands, 'betapa kayanya bagian yang ditentukanNya bagi orang2 kudus, dan betapa hebat kuasaNya atas aku yang percaya." i'm a living proof of it.

Glory to God!